It seems I've been neglectful...

It's been a while since I've posted anything, and what's a better time than a Saturday night being the only person in the world at home, and sober. This blows. >.<

Anyhoo, away from self-loathing and all that. Time to blog! Whoop! This is actually kind of difficult, because Dexter (ickle kitten) is sitting in front of my closed door crying quite loudly. Why you might ask, because he wants to eat Snuki's (other cat, all grown up) food. Don't worry, he's already been fed. He's just silly and thinks he's always hungry.

So, I've no reason to why I haven't been blogging lately. I haven't been busy, away, abroad, working. Nothing. Guess I'm just lazy is all. Though, I have started on my Iron Maiden shirt! xD. It's gonna be epic! Well will be once I actually get the courage to paint on the actual shirt. So far I've just done practice runs on scraps of material. But you never know, tonight might just be the night =).

The other night I realised how much of a wuss and girl I really am. A friend of mine learned the song Promise by Akira Yamaoka (Me thinks). It's from the soundtrack of Silent Hill. This made me really want to play the game. I've been around these games since I was about 8, and have had this weird liking for them, even though they scared the bejeebus outta me. I used to watch my aunt, and my other aunt's boyfriend play them, and later on my younger brother. Before the other night I had only attempted to play once before, and got so freaked out by a shadow I turned the game off, unplugged the console and refused to enter the room until daylight approached. So, back to the other night; I got about 20 minutes into it. I seem to play quite slowly because I only got as far as killing the first bad guy and getting my stick with a nail in. Yes, that it your first weapon, a stick with a nail in it. Delightful. You're expected to bash these mutated things brains in with a stick with a nail sticking out. You can just imagine how safe I felt knowing this is what is going to save me from a painful death. I killed him though, one hit (I was playing on beginner) and pow! Down he went. And freaked out Kayla got. Ran back to the save point, saved the game. I didn't want to go through that again. And turned it off. I knew this time I couldn't leave the room, as I was in my bedroom, so I was stuck. Frightened and alone, at 1am. Good thing I have fish eh? They kept me safe all night. See they don't sleep, and would obviously alert me of any dangers, like Pyramid Head (See picture) coming to eat my face off!

There we have it. I'm a girl and a giant wuss. I can never look at myself the same way again. On a plus side, at least I've gotten through half of Resi 2 without curling up into a ball and crying. =). Some day I'll return to Silent Hill, and finish it. But only when there's other people around, who will stay the night, quite close by, ready with lots of hugs and reasurring words when I wake from my gaming unduced nightmares, but for now, I'll just stick with Kingdom Hearts. =)